IRL Mental Disorders/Problems That YOU Have

[Xanatos]

Autism and cerebral palsy caused by hydrocephalus (which was treated, but too late). Not to mention the years of severe trauma and depression resulting from these conditions...But I'm hoping to fix that somewhat soon. 21 years of depression and self-destruction isn't easy to undo though.

[Shiidaji]

None that I know of, and I'm fine with that. I do have several past experiences with children that had certain mental disorders because of a 'big sib' program that I was a part of, but I had to stop attending since it didn't fit into my schedule anymore.

[Zezin]

None that I know of, and I'm fine with that.

Just remember to never take that for granted.

[khaos4ng31]

None that I know of, and I'm fine with that. I do have several past experiences with children that had certain mental disorders because of a 'big sib' program that I was a part of, but I had to stop attending since it didn't fit into my schedule anymore.

Props to you, those kids need to know that there are people out there in the world that care for them.

Anyways, I've stopped lurking since my last post to possibly post an update on my "status". I can honestly say that I am improving. My mood swings are occurring less frequently, and they are becoming less noticeable. I've stopped drinking alcohol for the time being since I found that I can actually sleep decently now. I've been taken my meds, and despite not feeling any effects when I first started them, I'm actually beginning to feel a difference compared to say the last few years without them.

Despite all this improvement, I still find myself on the edge of society and unable to act accordingly to society. But that's my choice, most likely as a result of my experiences and upbringing. Still, it would be nice to have someone to hold :<

[Malkav]

Still, it would be nice to have someone to hold :<

Cats. I suggest incredible amounts of cats. That's how I solve my loneliness issues.

[Zezin]

I still find myself on the edge of society and unable to act accordingly to society.

That's a curse I'm stuck with too.

[Ravenous]

I still find myself on the edge of society and unable to act accordingly to society.

That's a curse I'm stuck with too.

I think this is sometimes referred to as autism.

Still, it would be nice to have someone to hold :<

Everyone has been there.. except GirlScout.

[Zezin]

I think this is sometimes referred to as autism.

Why thank you captain obvious.
Nah just kidding. But still yes Me = Aspergers as you already know.

[GirlScout]

Everyone has been there.. except GirlScout.

My problem seems to be making problems out of nothing and horrible pessimism :D

But with people like Raven's help, i'll be good :)

[jarek56]

Everyone has been there.. except GirlScout.

My problem seems to be making problems out of nothing and horrible pessimism

But with people like Raven's help, i'll be good

Stop recovering from your self-doubt and inadequecy and GET BACK IN YOUR GOSH-DARNED HOLE, POOPY-HEAD!

[GirlScout]

Stop recovering from your self-doubt and inadequecy and GET BACK IN YOUR GOSH-DARNED HOLE, POOPY-HEAD!

I'll be there again soon enough, I'll probably fuck myself over again this week

[khaos4ng31]

Still, it would be nice to have someone to hold :<

Cats. I suggest incredible amounts of cats. That's how I solve my loneliness issues.

One of my cats died to old age. He (domestic longhair) was my first cat that I had since I was younger. Also had blue eyes, white fur, perfect in every way, which reminded me of my first girlfriend who committed suicide after she moved and was unable to find treatment. I had a hard time with his death.

My other cat's death, which pisses me off very much, was due to my grandparents feeding the thing rice behind my back. It got fat and lazy, and died of malnutrition. Goddamnit I miss my calico japanese bobtail

[jarek56]

Still, it would be nice to have someone to hold :<

Cats. I suggest incredible amounts of cats. That's how I solve my loneliness issues.

One of my cats died to old age. He (domestic longhair) was my first cat that I had since I was younger. Also had blue eyes, white fur, perfect in every way, which reminded me of my first girlfriend who committed suicide after she moved and was unable to find treatment. I had a hard time with his death.

My other cat's death, which pisses me off very much, was due to my grandparents feeding the thing rice behind my back. It got fat and lazy, and died of malnutrition. Goddamnit I miss my calico japanese bobtail

...I know what you mean, my friend. To an extent. I'm a dog man, myself, but I love cats too. Such wonderful, independent personalities. Such grace and subtlety in such simple, careless style. The cat will be fed when the cat wishes it, and none shall say otherwise.

My dog, Rudy, my best friend from the age of 11, died a little over a year ago, or rather, we had to put him down from kidney failure...because my dumbass stepmother refused to ever take the poor boy to the vet or get properly exercised. My best, BEST friend for my teen-aged life. I know that pain, khaos, in a different way.

As for your brightening life, congratulations! It's great to hear that you're doing so well! Seriously, my best wishes and prayers go out to you, man. Keep it going!

[Super Läzuli]

Actually if I can take a break from being sarcastic about everything for a minute, I am starting to think I might genuinely be depressed or...at least something vaguely similar to depressed. I feel really sad a lot lately, mostly over standard "things that make a person anxious" stuff (work, my future, my total lack of any friends, etc.) but it's pretty much all the time now, and when I'm not sad I'm bored, which is arguably worse.

Just kind of not liking the direction my life's been going in lately. Sorry to bring it up, especially since many of you seem to have genuine problems.

[Ravenous]

Actually if I can take a break from being sarcastic about everything for a minute, I am starting to think I might genuinely be depressed or...at least something vaguely similar to depressed. I feel really sad a lot lately, mostly over standard "things that make a person anxious" stuff (work, my future, my total lack of any friends, etc.) but it's pretty much all the time now, and when I'm not sad I'm bored, which is arguably worse.

Just kind of not liking the direction my life's been going in lately. Sorry to bring it up, especially since many of you seem to have genuine problems.

Sounds like a stress reaction to me. Stress makes the things that pile up look worse.

[Super Läzuli]

I suppose that is true.

[Zezin]

Actually if I can take a break from being sarcastic about everything for a minute, I am starting to think I might genuinely be depressed or...at least something vaguely similar to depressed. I feel really sad a lot lately, mostly over standard "things that make a person anxious" stuff (work, my future, my total lack of any friends, etc.) but it's pretty much all the time now, and when I'm not sad I'm bored, which is arguably worse.

Just kind of not liking the direction my life's been going in lately. Sorry to bring it up, especially since many of you seem to have genuine problems.

Just vent it on a forum site like this. I did it a lot of times on the KS forums.
Sure a lot of us may be worse off but that doesn't mean you aren't allowed to feel bad about your own problems.
It feels worse when you don't have anything to compare them to. So put it together with the logic that only makes sense to me. And it's an equivalent to everyone else's problems. Emotionally wise.

[jarek56]

Actually if I can take a break from being sarcastic about everything for a minute, I am starting to think I might genuinely be depressed or...at least something vaguely similar to depressed. I feel really sad a lot lately, mostly over standard "things that make a person anxious" stuff (work, my future, my total lack of any friends, etc.) but it's pretty much all the time now, and when I'm not sad I'm bored, which is arguably worse.

Just kind of not liking the direction my life's been going in lately. Sorry to bring it up, especially since many of you seem to have genuine problems.

Lazuli, that's a genuine problem! Or rather, a legitimate, perfectly reasonable feeling to have! (Psychologist mode, activate-Lights a cigar) We all get those, it's good for you to be able to feel free to admit to these feelings. That way, you're not bottling it up so much! We all hit...well, the blues in life. You really COULD be suffering from a "little depression", or just be having a unhappy state in your life. That sounds REALLY despair-inducing, yes...but that's perfectly human. What seems to be the major causes? I am NOT an expert (no where near, still sophomore) but maybe I could offer some ideas.

[TheLastMelody]

Actually if I can take a break from being sarcastic about everything for a minute, I am starting to think I might genuinely be depressed or...at least something vaguely similar to depressed. I feel really sad a lot lately, mostly over standard "things that make a person anxious" stuff (work, my future, my total lack of any friends, etc.) but it's pretty much all the time now, and when I'm not sad I'm bored, which is arguably worse.

Just kind of not liking the direction my life's been going in lately. Sorry to bring it up, especially since many of you seem to have genuine problems.

You sound like me... I too feel that way, but it is making me half-crazy, since I HATE wasted time more than anything, so I try to not make it wasted by starting to pondering on things without answers... Believe me, you will go crazy after doing that for long enough, worst thing(for most people, best for me) is, I enjoy being half-crazy!

[jumjummju]

I have Asperger's myself. Though, oddly, I'm not depressed about it. Hell, I love my Asperger's. It makes me unique! :3

In fact, I can't remember a single time I was depressed. I guess I'm just bubbly like that. :/

I get sad and stuff, like when my dog died 5 years ago, just, stuff like that doesn't bother me for too long since I recover quick, I guess. That, or I just haven't had something really terrible happen to me yet. Hmm...

Unfortunately, I don't think I'm any good at cheering people up because I've never been in the situation. And the Asperger's probably doesn't help, but meh. I kinda feel like I should ask for help on this. Being around depressed people and not knowing how to help them (aside from making cynical jokes, but that only works half the time) is infuriating. Any tips? Or is humor the best I can do?